Daddy's girl, babygirl, Woman: Why Blog About This?

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Why Blog About This?

Ever find out that you are curious about something, you do a web search, then you find out that little is out there about it? Perhaps that's why I'm doing this. *shrugs* For the most part I'm doing it as a means of expressing myself as I delve the thoughts, ideas, and feelings of this new found.... this new found fetish that I've been "living". I use quotes because its a virtual D/s "relationship" of sorts. Virtual meaning W/we (my Daddy-Dom and I) met in a virtual world and we live out our D/s (or DD/bg) lives together there.

This blog isn't necessarily going to talk just about Him and i. But if it weren't for Him, for His being curious if I had ever referred to a Dominate as "Daddy", that spark.. the FIRE wouldn't been lit.

I hope to connect with other babygirls and learn from them. It's amazing how much of the babygirl 'fetish' that I read about is in me, its like a light bulb going off every time I come across another babygirl blog. Me? Me! I'm a 40 year old married woman with two kids, a mortgage, and bills. I live out my fantasies in the virtual world because my husband, even tho he and I play a bit with light bondage and pain, he doesn't have in him what I need and due to our history the trust that is needed, that I feel I need in a DaddyDom, isn't there.

((image is from a sort of repost from a tumblr blog : http://dilemmalee.tumblr.com/post/12572143047))

I feel like I'm about to burst. I've experienced so many new feelings, sensations, and.. like this growth in me that is filling me with such... such love.

I have a DaddyDom (whom I will refer to as just Daddy) that I love. I love Him more than I thought I could, more than I should, and so incredibly... I just cant put it into words. How different it is. How, how fulfilling.. how freeing!

My heart is so full when I think of Him. I crave to kneel before Him and I crave to serve Him. I have given myself to Him. But that is for another blog post *winks*

A side note, He's in a committed RL relationship and no, neither one of us is about to selfishly turn our Real Lives upside down to be together. Do I hope someday to be with Him? It is a dream. I'm allowed to dream. *smiles wide*

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~ Stuff to Remember ~

Yes, that is me in my profile pic and yes, it's left intentionally a bit blurred ;p

I (NOR the man I call "Daddy") DO NOT condone incest nor the exploitation or sexualization of children in any way shape or form. I choose to call myself "babygirl" or "Daddy's girl" only as a pet name. Don't assume that if you call yourself a "Daddy", I'll be your babygirl. I'm not looking!

Please, be 18 if you're reading this. Life is messed up and hard enough without young kids reading this trash. Stay young as long as you can.

The relationship Daddy and I have is virtual. If you read "I was bound", assume it was virtual unless I state, "In RL I did..." We do communicate via text, email, voice, and with occasional pictures.

The images on this blog have been found throughout the net. I'll try to note where I found them, when possible. Disclaimer, Disclaimer, Disclaimer, yada yada yada.

I wont pretend to be smart enough to have come up with ALL of the thoughts and ideas on this blog. I'm learning about this as I go. :) I'll happily reblog and give credit where it's due.