This pic, I saw it and felt my head spin and my pussy throb. Every day I dream of kneeling before Daddy. I picture it in my head, my body reacts, my heart races, my eyes water, my face flushes. I'm not sure if I'm ashamed to say this or what, but I'm a 40 year old woman and I don't think I've ever wanted something so badly. It's such a new feeling, to NEED to kneel. I don't want to kneel to just anyone. Hell, my virtual abilities as a Mistress are very good. Many a man has knelt before me in the Virtual World (and sounded as if they did in the RL *winks*), professed their devotion to me, begged me to take them as theirs. I have knelt in the past, but its never felt like this. This man, my Daddy, my Master... he is an extraordinary man.
I've never been with him in RL, but I feel as if I can trust him with my life.... huh.. wow.. that's some heavy stuff.
Anyway... back to the pic. It makes me ache to kneel before him even more.
Earlier I felt uber mushy with Daddy. I do my best to say in the moment. I'm not perfect. In fact, many of my thoughts are of the future, a future with Daddy. The mush moment happened because the thought of not ever being with him crossed my mind and *damnit I'm tearing up* and i felt, feel my heart hurt and my stomach twist.... OHhh.. he's online.. brb...
Well, its been days since I started that post (above). I'm truly lucky to have Him in my life. If I never get to kneel before him, well "Life is what happens when we are busy making plans." But I'm most definatly a better woman for having known him.
Digressions & tangents of an adult woman / babygirl exploring what it means to be a "Daddy's girl".
Showing posts with label Daddy's girl. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Daddy's girl. Show all posts
Monday, July 23, 2012
Wednesday, July 11, 2012
Collared by Daddy
It was 3 months ago today (the 10th) that Daddy 'officially' collared me. *smiles all wiggly* Not just my avatar, but I think the best real-life long distance collaring that could have been done *smiles wide* He chose a collar online, sent me the money, and I ordered it. I LOVE IT. It has three rings on it (ohhhh the possibilities), its black, and it looks great on me. He had me get on my knees, he shared what giving me the collar meant. (mental note to see if he remember what he said exactly) I was so overwhelmed I remember that it touched me so much. Feeling it go around my neck. Hearing and feeling Daddy's words in my ears. I teared up and cried a bit. I dont know if he heard me, perhaps a bit. hehe.
My gosh its gotten late.
Daddy knew that I didnt need a physical collar to feel collared by him. I gave myself to him. I had one moment in time when I chose of my free will to submit to him. To give myself to him. I am his to teach, to love, to use, to tease, to train, and so much more. From that moment on, I had no choice. I am his. I have no choice BUT to crave him, to need him, to adore and love him. He's honored me with accepting my gift. He shows his love to me on a daily basis. I've always said, its not the bunch of dozen roses that leave a lasting impact , it's the 12 single roses given.
I wish that I were the girl in this pic, that he was the man. Being his submissive, being his..... *sighs deeply ans smiles softly* I can't get over how freeing it feels.
I love you, Daddy. I find myself speechless so often when I think of you.
My gosh its gotten late.
Daddy knew that I didnt need a physical collar to feel collared by him. I gave myself to him. I had one moment in time when I chose of my free will to submit to him. To give myself to him. I am his to teach, to love, to use, to tease, to train, and so much more. From that moment on, I had no choice. I am his. I have no choice BUT to crave him, to need him, to adore and love him. He's honored me with accepting my gift. He shows his love to me on a daily basis. I've always said, its not the bunch of dozen roses that leave a lasting impact , it's the 12 single roses given.
I wish that I were the girl in this pic, that he was the man. Being his submissive, being his..... *sighs deeply ans smiles softly* I can't get over how freeing it feels.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Today's Kiss for Daddy 7-6
Daddy will be home soon. That means soon I can hear his voice. I can feel my heart racing and my nipples hardening just imagining it. The way he whispers in my ears. The way he does that sort of breath/sigh.... MMmmmm I know he's comfortable and I'm pleasing to him. I need to please him, I HAVE to... I have no choice, do I.
Sweet release for Daddy
*smiles and sighs with a bit of a drunken grin*
Daddy just emailed me this : "Hey sweetie. Drop to your knees and make Daddy hard. Cum for Daddy. Now."
Needless to say I did JUST that *smiles wide* I went into the bathrom, knelt on a towel by the bathtub, sitting on my feet I rubbed Daddy's clit until I came VERY hard. I felt like such a good dirty girl for him. My left arm across my nipples, hand on my right nipple, forearm on the left. *MMmmmm
I imagined His standing over me, his cock out, before my mouth. I heard him in my mind, as my thighs were on fire, my feet numb, I came hard, clenching my eyes, holding my breath, feeling my face flush from the orgasm and lack of oxygen.
I came and almost collapsed over the sde of the tub, letting the blood go back to my feet, feeling my pussy twitch a bit still.
I love being Daddy's slut. I love being his girl. Even after cumming, just thinking of him makes my pussy ache again.
Daddy just emailed me this : "Hey sweetie. Drop to your knees and make Daddy hard. Cum for Daddy. Now."
Needless to say I did JUST that *smiles wide* I went into the bathrom, knelt on a towel by the bathtub, sitting on my feet I rubbed Daddy's clit until I came VERY hard. I felt like such a good dirty girl for him. My left arm across my nipples, hand on my right nipple, forearm on the left. *MMmmmm
I imagined His standing over me, his cock out, before my mouth. I heard him in my mind, as my thighs were on fire, my feet numb, I came hard, clenching my eyes, holding my breath, feeling my face flush from the orgasm and lack of oxygen.
I came and almost collapsed over the sde of the tub, letting the blood go back to my feet, feeling my pussy twitch a bit still.
I love being Daddy's slut. I love being his girl. Even after cumming, just thinking of him makes my pussy ache again.
Thursday, July 5, 2012
Cumming for Daddy
I was a good girl today. I came so good for Daddy.
I was at work, writing him, and my mind started to wander. I was in the bathroom and I started IMing him on how I was going to cum for him today. I intended on being in the bathroom, on my knees, his pen in my pussy. I had the image in my head, I could feel the sensations in my pussy. I was also telling him about something I imaged...
This is me IMing Daddy... no *sighs* he wasnt there, but he'll get it later, and maybe read this. *grins and licks my lips as I feel my nipples harden*
12:00 PM
Daddy.. today I will cum like a good slut for you. I'll cum in the bathroom, on my knees, your pen in my pussy.
I am your fuck toy, I NEED to be that. I have no choice. I had this image in my head as I was peeing earlier.
12:01 PM
(i think of you often then because when I pee sometimes I will feel it in my clit))
I imagine myself laying on a bed, your inspecting me. Someone else was there. They weren't touching me, but stroking himself as he watched you.
You were whispering to me.
12:02 PM
"babygirls my sweet fuck toy, isnt that right?"
I imagined laying there on my back with my legs parted as you were inspecting my wetness with your fingers.
I imagined nodding and feeling myself slip into you, whispering back 'yes Daddy'
12:03 PM
You whisper "Do you have a choice babygirl?"
I whimper and shake my head as my hips shiver and say louder "No DADDY! I dont have a choice!"
my thighs jump because your fingers graze against my swollen clit.
12:04 PM
Daddy... I love to fantasize about you.
I open your pictures, I look at them through drunken eyes...
Imagining your there.
*sighs feeling that delicious throb of Daddy's pussy
12:05 PM
mmmmmm Daddy I do need you.
I need to feel your cock gag me
12:06 PM
I need to feel your hand smack my ass as your hips thrust your cock so deeply into me that I scream in pain from the depth, hitting my cervix.. making me yelp as the air escapes my lungs.
12:07 PM
Daddy I need to feel my breasts against your thighs as my hands are bound behind my back.. breasts against your thighs because my mouth is being used as a fuck toy.
Daddy.. I want my tummy issues healed, not so much for me, but I want my ass ready for you to deflower.
12:08 PM
I want my ass to be ready for your cock, your finger, or your plug.
Oh god Daddy... I'm aching so fucking badly now...
I need to touch myself..
your pussy
OOoooooo
12:09 PM
nice puddle forming at the entrance to your fuck hole.
Oooo Daddy
gets Daddy's pen from her purse
Daddy I need to cum
so badly.. so badly for you
12:10 PM
opens Daddy's pics
sighhhhss sfeeling the ache more
oh god daddy
12:11 PM
(slipped in pen.. standing at desk)
sits .... fucking me with daddys pen
whimpers oooh daddy
12:12 PM
oooo daddy.. a co-worker is in a office about 10 feet from me..
i'll have to be very quiet
12:14 PM
sighhhsss daddyyyy
20ft
12:15 PM
ohh daddyy
12:16 PM
daadddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ohhh fuck daddy
12:17 PM
*sighs a longgg happy breath
12:18 PM
Daddy.. I think i was a good slut for you. I was very quiet.
not even a loud breath.
mmmmm daddy i needed that so badly
12:19 PM
Thank you so much to tasking me that.
You know whats best for me, more than I do usually.
I do feel better. I think its been days since your pussy has released.
12:20 PM
Thank you Daddy
12:21 PM
I feel 'me' being your slut, your girl.
*smiles wide*
Daddy.. I love you so much.
I was at work, writing him, and my mind started to wander. I was in the bathroom and I started IMing him on how I was going to cum for him today. I intended on being in the bathroom, on my knees, his pen in my pussy. I had the image in my head, I could feel the sensations in my pussy. I was also telling him about something I imaged...
This is me IMing Daddy... no *sighs* he wasnt there, but he'll get it later, and maybe read this. *grins and licks my lips as I feel my nipples harden*
12:00 PM
Daddy.. today I will cum like a good slut for you. I'll cum in the bathroom, on my knees, your pen in my pussy.
I am your fuck toy, I NEED to be that. I have no choice. I had this image in my head as I was peeing earlier.
12:01 PM
(i think of you often then because when I pee sometimes I will feel it in my clit))
I imagine myself laying on a bed, your inspecting me. Someone else was there. They weren't touching me, but stroking himself as he watched you.
You were whispering to me.
12:02 PM
"babygirls my sweet fuck toy, isnt that right?"
I imagined laying there on my back with my legs parted as you were inspecting my wetness with your fingers.
I imagined nodding and feeling myself slip into you, whispering back 'yes Daddy'
12:03 PM
You whisper "Do you have a choice babygirl?"
I whimper and shake my head as my hips shiver and say louder "No DADDY! I dont have a choice!"
my thighs jump because your fingers graze against my swollen clit.
12:04 PM
Daddy... I love to fantasize about you.
I open your pictures, I look at them through drunken eyes...
Imagining your there.
*sighs feeling that delicious throb of Daddy's pussy
12:05 PM
mmmmmm Daddy I do need you.
I need to feel your cock gag me
12:06 PM
I need to feel your hand smack my ass as your hips thrust your cock so deeply into me that I scream in pain from the depth, hitting my cervix.. making me yelp as the air escapes my lungs.
12:07 PM
Daddy I need to feel my breasts against your thighs as my hands are bound behind my back.. breasts against your thighs because my mouth is being used as a fuck toy.
Daddy.. I want my tummy issues healed, not so much for me, but I want my ass ready for you to deflower.
12:08 PM
I want my ass to be ready for your cock, your finger, or your plug.
Oh god Daddy... I'm aching so fucking badly now...
I need to touch myself..
your pussy
OOoooooo
12:09 PM
nice puddle forming at the entrance to your fuck hole.
Oooo Daddy
gets Daddy's pen from her purse
Daddy I need to cum
so badly.. so badly for you
12:10 PM
opens Daddy's pics
sighhhhss sfeeling the ache more
oh god daddy
12:11 PM
(slipped in pen.. standing at desk)
sits .... fucking me with daddys pen
whimpers oooh daddy
12:12 PM
oooo daddy.. a co-worker is in a office about 10 feet from me..
i'll have to be very quiet
12:14 PM
sighhhsss daddyyyy
20ft
12:15 PM
ohh daddyy
12:16 PM
daadddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ohhh fuck daddy
12:17 PM
*sighs a longgg happy breath
12:18 PM
Daddy.. I think i was a good slut for you. I was very quiet.
not even a loud breath.
mmmmm daddy i needed that so badly
12:19 PM
Thank you so much to tasking me that.
You know whats best for me, more than I do usually.
I do feel better. I think its been days since your pussy has released.
12:20 PM
Thank you Daddy
12:21 PM
I feel 'me' being your slut, your girl.
*smiles wide*
Daddy.. I love you so much.
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Today's Kiss for Daddy 7-4
Before I logged I was feeling SOooo tired, I didnt think that I'd have the energy to complete my Orgasm Task. Daddy tasked me weeks ago that I must let him know daily how I will be cumming. He asked that I plan ahead, but I seem to be procrastinaing for some reason. He's said that I'm a better babygirl when I cum daily. I get too cheeky I think, when I dont cum *smiles*
This pic... MMMmmm I saw it, the thought of Daddy's tongue touching mine... MMmmm THAT makes my pussy start to throb. I'd gone all day without feeling that "Daddy's throb". The "Daddy Throb" is not like anything I'd ever felt before him. The ache, so F-ING deep. My heart races and my lungs feel like I need more oxygen. My goodness.... my body reacts to him, I have no choice.
I adore you, my One.
I miss you so very much.
This pic... MMMmmm I saw it, the thought of Daddy's tongue touching mine... MMmmm THAT makes my pussy start to throb. I'd gone all day without feeling that "Daddy's throb". The "Daddy Throb" is not like anything I'd ever felt before him. The ache, so F-ING deep. My heart races and my lungs feel like I need more oxygen. My goodness.... my body reacts to him, I have no choice.
I adore you, my One.
I miss you so very much.
Sunday, July 1, 2012
Today's Kiss for Daddy 7-1
Well, my day has been shitty. But I still wanted to post a kiss pic for Daddy. Yay, its 8pm, I dont think that's too early for bed, a good way to end the fucking day NOW. I'm tired. Emotionally and physically, I'm tired... numb.
Fuck it all and suck it up. It could always be worse.
*sighs*
This pic... I love to stare at it, imagine Daddy.
*sighs and stares at it*
I imagine, with the water so still, he is moving his lips slowly over her neck, she's got her legs wrapped around his waist, perhaps his cock impaled into her pussy. *sighs*
I adore you, my One.
Fuck it all and suck it up. It could always be worse.
*sighs*
This pic... I love to stare at it, imagine Daddy.
*sighs and stares at it*
I imagine, with the water so still, he is moving his lips slowly over her neck, she's got her legs wrapped around his waist, perhaps his cock impaled into her pussy. *sighs*
I adore you, my One.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Amazing, she wrote my thoughts and didnt know it...
I found this website : www.babygirlsndaddydoms.webs.com While reading one of the pages about babygirls and their Master/ Daddys.... I was blown away. How can this woman who is a perfect stranger write those words that were in my mind. I truly am his babygirl. Deep down, I dont know if I'd ever have it in me to look for nor even want another. The circumstances in which my Daddy and I have grown together are so unique, I think even an earnest effort to recreate them would be fruitless.
Here are some exerpts that.... *laughs softly*... that were pulled from my mind.
In order for a babygirl to truly be herself with her Daddy, its vital that she find the One that she trusts completely and without hesitation. This trust starts outside of the 'dungeon'. Her trust must be unwaivering and is a neccesity before the relationship can be fulfilling for B/both. A girl's submission and trust is her gift to her Master, a gift that must never be tarnished by her Daddy. A Daddy is unwaivering and consistent, which allows you to trust withough hesitation. you know you've found the One meant for you when you can say and honestly feel as though there is nothing that your Daddy would ask, that you'd not do.
I wont go on with what it says, but check the link here : http://www.babygirlsndaddydoms.webs.com/whatisababygirl.htm I am grateful that she took the time to write it. Even more grateful that I'm not alone in my thoughts and feelings.
She spoke of a "safe haven" Daddy is that for me. He is the calm in my storm. He is the spark that ignites the flames that burn so deeply within me, I'd no idea that for so long they smoldered beneath what society smothered them with.
I'll write later of my tasks for today.
Here are some exerpts that.... *laughs softly*... that were pulled from my mind.
In order for a babygirl to truly be herself with her Daddy, its vital that she find the One that she trusts completely and without hesitation. This trust starts outside of the 'dungeon'. Her trust must be unwaivering and is a neccesity before the relationship can be fulfilling for B/both. A girl's submission and trust is her gift to her Master, a gift that must never be tarnished by her Daddy. A Daddy is unwaivering and consistent, which allows you to trust withough hesitation. you know you've found the One meant for you when you can say and honestly feel as though there is nothing that your Daddy would ask, that you'd not do.
I wont go on with what it says, but check the link here : http://www.babygirlsndaddydoms.webs.com/whatisababygirl.htm I am grateful that she took the time to write it. Even more grateful that I'm not alone in my thoughts and feelings.
She spoke of a "safe haven" Daddy is that for me. He is the calm in my storm. He is the spark that ignites the flames that burn so deeply within me, I'd no idea that for so long they smoldered beneath what society smothered them with.
I'll write later of my tasks for today.
Kiss for Dadddy
I was able to exhange email/notes with Daddy last night for a few minutes. It was wonderful feeling as if he were 'there'. I miss him so much. But, I am a strong girl. I'm his babygirl and I have him in me. That fact alone makes me stronger than most. I dont say that boasting, I say that with a grateful heart.
I adore you, my One.
I adore you, my One.
Goosebumps and Completing a Task
I've found a couple audio waves that Daddy sent me months ago. *smiles and sighs* MMmmm to hear his voice. To hear him so loudly in my head. My heart skipped a bit the minute he spoke his first word. The goosebumps raise and my nipples get so hard, I feel my pussy throb deeply. Its only a matter of minutes until I feel that wonderful "flowering". *sighs a soft moan*
"Good morning little one. I hope you slept well last night. Perhaps much better than the night before. I wanted to remind you to have your red pen with you today, as a reminder of my presence. As a reminder of who allows you to cum or not. I'll be thinking of you, you'll be in my thoughts baby, kisses"
*SIGHS and feels my heart beating harder* The red pen.. watch the movie "The Secretary". I was instructed to watch it. Each time the red sharpie pen was shown/used, I was to rub my pussy through my panties with the red pen. *grins wide*
Daddy loves to use vanilla things for a bit of kink. There are so many household items I'll never look at the same. :~D
I am such a slut for him. It amazes me how my body reacts to him. A word, a breath... my head instantly spins and my heart leaps up into my throat. Over the months I've known him, the feeling has intensified.
I need to complete my task for the evening, my orgasm. I did well keeping up with the other things today, keeping track of my food, exercise, and the affirmation phrase I am to whisper/say/think on the 3's on the clock. 9, 12, 3, 6, etc. ((Today due to work tho I was late a few times :{ ))I am to touch his/my pussy and say "This pussy belongs to my Master. This cunny belongs to my Daddy. I am owned by my One"
I miss him so much. If he were home, we would have at least text-chatted this evening.
AH! I'm rambling...
The task, make Daddy's pussy cum. (I say "his" pussy, because I've given myself to him) I should go get my vibe.... brb...
I'm scanning over old chats. There was a chat when Daddy stated that "your actions are not your own anymore sweetie. you need permissoin concerning what and when you eat" *sighs softly and feels my pussy ache at that* No one has ever exicited me with controling me like him. He often tells me I "have no choice". That is so true. I have no choice, my body is his, it reacts to him.. as he said in that chat:
Daddy: and your cunt is no longer yours as you know
me: no Daddy.. its Yours.
Daddy: Your tits are mine.
your mouth is mine
and you represent me.
me: blinks long, breathing fast.. nodding.
Daddy: a part of me.
me: yes Daddy.
Daddy: you don't ever want to disappoint your Daddy do you?
me: no Daddy
not ever.
Daddy: nods and kisses your forehead
me: smiles and... breaaaths. Daddy... you free me.
Daddy:" now that you are wet for Daddy perhaps you can think clearly how you will cum for me today.
me: smiles and blushes
.... perhaps in my van in the park...
Daddy: do it after your walk
when you are hotter
me: nods and smiles feeling the juices between his lips tickle
Daddy: perhaps glistening a little
think about how Daddy might have you on a leash walking you
or perhaps waiting for you back at the van
a little surprise visit.
me: breaths a soft whimper
Yes Daddy
Daddy: ok sweetie, Daddy loves his baby.
me: i love you Daddy
Daddy: you cum good for me
kisses
me: yes Daddy
MMmmmmmm *sighs deeply as I press the vibe harder on my lips, shorts around my feet.. replaying his audio wave*
Daddy I miss you so much.
*Rubs the vibe head around the clit slowly*
Your pussy Daddy
sighs a soft whimper "mmmmm Daddy"
imagines Daddy watching her.. making sure I tease his clit well. *sighs a moan*
oh fuck daddyyyy
sigghhssss daddyyy im sooo wet
.... *insert hard orgasm here * .....
WHEWwsss
*smiles drunk lost in the thought of him*
I love you Daddy :D Time for bed, but I need to floss and brush still (nightly tasks also given to me by Daddy)
"Good morning little one. I hope you slept well last night. Perhaps much better than the night before. I wanted to remind you to have your red pen with you today, as a reminder of my presence. As a reminder of who allows you to cum or not. I'll be thinking of you, you'll be in my thoughts baby, kisses"
*SIGHS and feels my heart beating harder* The red pen.. watch the movie "The Secretary". I was instructed to watch it. Each time the red sharpie pen was shown/used, I was to rub my pussy through my panties with the red pen. *grins wide*
Daddy loves to use vanilla things for a bit of kink. There are so many household items I'll never look at the same. :~D
I am such a slut for him. It amazes me how my body reacts to him. A word, a breath... my head instantly spins and my heart leaps up into my throat. Over the months I've known him, the feeling has intensified.
I need to complete my task for the evening, my orgasm. I did well keeping up with the other things today, keeping track of my food, exercise, and the affirmation phrase I am to whisper/say/think on the 3's on the clock. 9, 12, 3, 6, etc. ((Today due to work tho I was late a few times :{ ))I am to touch his/my pussy and say "This pussy belongs to my Master. This cunny belongs to my Daddy. I am owned by my One"
I miss him so much. If he were home, we would have at least text-chatted this evening.
AH! I'm rambling...
The task, make Daddy's pussy cum. (I say "his" pussy, because I've given myself to him) I should go get my vibe.... brb...
I'm scanning over old chats. There was a chat when Daddy stated that "your actions are not your own anymore sweetie. you need permissoin concerning what and when you eat" *sighs softly and feels my pussy ache at that* No one has ever exicited me with controling me like him. He often tells me I "have no choice". That is so true. I have no choice, my body is his, it reacts to him.. as he said in that chat:
Daddy: and your cunt is no longer yours as you know
me: no Daddy.. its Yours.
Daddy: Your tits are mine.
your mouth is mine
and you represent me.
me: blinks long, breathing fast.. nodding.
Daddy: a part of me.
me: yes Daddy.
Daddy: you don't ever want to disappoint your Daddy do you?
me: no Daddy
not ever.
Daddy: nods and kisses your forehead
me: smiles and... breaaaths. Daddy... you free me.
Daddy:" now that you are wet for Daddy perhaps you can think clearly how you will cum for me today.
me: smiles and blushes
.... perhaps in my van in the park...
Daddy: do it after your walk
when you are hotter
me: nods and smiles feeling the juices between his lips tickle
Daddy: perhaps glistening a little
think about how Daddy might have you on a leash walking you
or perhaps waiting for you back at the van
a little surprise visit.
me: breaths a soft whimper
Yes Daddy
Daddy: ok sweetie, Daddy loves his baby.
me: i love you Daddy
Daddy: you cum good for me
kisses
me: yes Daddy
MMmmmmmm *sighs deeply as I press the vibe harder on my lips, shorts around my feet.. replaying his audio wave*
Daddy I miss you so much.
*Rubs the vibe head around the clit slowly*
Your pussy Daddy
sighs a soft whimper "mmmmm Daddy"
imagines Daddy watching her.. making sure I tease his clit well. *sighs a moan*
oh fuck daddyyyy
sigghhssss daddyyy im sooo wet
.... *insert hard orgasm here * .....
WHEWwsss
*smiles drunk lost in the thought of him*
I love you Daddy :D Time for bed, but I need to floss and brush still (nightly tasks also given to me by Daddy)
Friday, June 29, 2012
Last nights Task & Today's Kiss for Daddy
I'm in a weird mood today. I call it my 'safe mode'. It's like I'm sorta neutral? I don't sense any ups or downs. I haven't had my heart beat hard for good or bad reasons. Perhaps I'm tired, perhaps it's just be being out of balance. This 'mode' isnt me. I'm generally in good spirits. I like to smile, I like how smiling affects others. So.. perhaps its a good thing I write this. I dont like feeling so distant from Daddy. I miss him terribly *sighs feeling my eyes burn a bit*
Today's Kiss... I have seen this pic before. I think I've sent it to Daddy via email. It has so much passion and shows his power, I can almost feel her knees weaken at his touch *smiles and sighs softly*
Last night I completed part of my daily tasks, an orgasm, by cumming in my computer chair while watching a chick on porntube (or some porn site) going down on a guy. OH.. MY.. GOD.. she was freakin' incredible. Heather Brooke was her name. She looks so young. But she sucked his cock sSOooo well. I IMed Daddy that I wanted to be hypnotized so my gag reflex wouldn't affect me when I suck cock. I would love to take Daddy's cock deep like she did.
As I was saying, I was at the computer, watching the videos, watching her take the long cock deep. I had my pink vibe held down on my clit, shorts already down around my feet, as I lay back and slip into the scene. The vibe can be so intense I have to actually keep it to one side of my clit. Its just WAY too intense to hold it on it or have direct connection. I've done it, with Daddy in voice, he's pushed me to hold it there as long as I can. Of course I end up screaming and my body shuddering. Its just SOOO intense!!! I've been driven to tears with its intensity right on the clit. ((Hearing Daddy whisper encouragement and direct me to keep it there longer makes me sooo freakin' wet))
The man on the video was just about to cum as I felt my orgasm climbing. I imagined the girl being me, and the man Daddy. Looking up to him as I wiggle my head down his shaft, shoving his cock a bit deeper. I came sooo hard. That vibe has a way of making my muscles contract and hold a bit longer with each wave. One time I touched my post-orgasm clit with the vibe when removing it.. HOLYyyy shit that made me jump!! HAhaha
I was a good girl and able to go to the gym as well. I didn't do a major work out as I was still a bit tired from my tummy issues earlier in the week. I was on the treadmill for 30 minutes and went through some of the weight machines, upper body. Today I've been able to eat a bit more and tonight intend on doing a High Intensity class at the gym. :)
I actually feel better writing. Amazing how writing (and recalling an orgasm) can brighten ones spirits. :~}
I miss Daddy so much. *sighs feeling my throat swell* I've tried not to think of missing him today, stay in my safe mode, but he's such a huge part of me I cant deny that I miss him. Yes.. some days we don't contact each other that much, but there is just something about knowing I'll be lucky if I get a couple sentences a day for the next couple weeks. It makes my throat swell up. If you read this Daddy.. I know we only have this moment. But.. forgive me for being selfish and wanting you for all my moments. *swallows hard and blinks back the burning tears* I love you.
Today's Kiss... I have seen this pic before. I think I've sent it to Daddy via email. It has so much passion and shows his power, I can almost feel her knees weaken at his touch *smiles and sighs softly*
Last night I completed part of my daily tasks, an orgasm, by cumming in my computer chair while watching a chick on porntube (or some porn site) going down on a guy. OH.. MY.. GOD.. she was freakin' incredible. Heather Brooke was her name. She looks so young. But she sucked his cock sSOooo well. I IMed Daddy that I wanted to be hypnotized so my gag reflex wouldn't affect me when I suck cock. I would love to take Daddy's cock deep like she did.
As I was saying, I was at the computer, watching the videos, watching her take the long cock deep. I had my pink vibe held down on my clit, shorts already down around my feet, as I lay back and slip into the scene. The vibe can be so intense I have to actually keep it to one side of my clit. Its just WAY too intense to hold it on it or have direct connection. I've done it, with Daddy in voice, he's pushed me to hold it there as long as I can. Of course I end up screaming and my body shuddering. Its just SOOO intense!!! I've been driven to tears with its intensity right on the clit. ((Hearing Daddy whisper encouragement and direct me to keep it there longer makes me sooo freakin' wet))
The man on the video was just about to cum as I felt my orgasm climbing. I imagined the girl being me, and the man Daddy. Looking up to him as I wiggle my head down his shaft, shoving his cock a bit deeper. I came sooo hard. That vibe has a way of making my muscles contract and hold a bit longer with each wave. One time I touched my post-orgasm clit with the vibe when removing it.. HOLYyyy shit that made me jump!! HAhaha
I was a good girl and able to go to the gym as well. I didn't do a major work out as I was still a bit tired from my tummy issues earlier in the week. I was on the treadmill for 30 minutes and went through some of the weight machines, upper body. Today I've been able to eat a bit more and tonight intend on doing a High Intensity class at the gym. :)
I actually feel better writing. Amazing how writing (and recalling an orgasm) can brighten ones spirits. :~}
I miss Daddy so much. *sighs feeling my throat swell* I've tried not to think of missing him today, stay in my safe mode, but he's such a huge part of me I cant deny that I miss him. Yes.. some days we don't contact each other that much, but there is just something about knowing I'll be lucky if I get a couple sentences a day for the next couple weeks. It makes my throat swell up. If you read this Daddy.. I know we only have this moment. But.. forgive me for being selfish and wanting you for all my moments. *swallows hard and blinks back the burning tears* I love you.
Thursday, June 28, 2012
Serving your Mistress or Master
I found this at this link, it is very interesting :)
I saw the other day on Femdombride.com that Goddess Starla had gotten fired from her job. She came home obviously very sad and depressed but was greeted by Randy who knew just how to service her to cheer her up a bit. Randy’s such a good husband slave. I know that because as soon as Goddess Starla walked in the door he could ll that she was not feeling too good and he immediately went about finding a way to change her mood. A good slave has to be hyper sensitive to their Master’s or Mistress’s feelings.
There have been countless times when Master has come home in a fowl mood and I have had to judge whether it’s the type of mood that I can change by servicing him or whether it’s the kind of mood that is unalterable and I should just go sit in the corner silently until the clouds have disapeared. It’s not always easy judging your Master’s moods. There have been times, in the begining where I would just seem to sometimes make him worse off than he was but I quickly learned to decipher the variations of grumpiness so that I now know what to do when confronted with a particular state of mind.
Sometimes all that a nasty temperament requires is for me to throw myself down upon my knees and to kiss his boots to show how happy I am that he has just walked into the door. Other times a back rub will do the trick or even a blow job. When he is in the worst of moods complete submission is usually the best route and I’ll sometimes misbehave so that he’ll have to punish me and in doing so release some of his pent up feelings. Randy judged Starla perfectly as he gets down to worship her shoes and feet. By the end of the episode, Starla is even wearing a little smile on her lips as she shoves her foot deep into Randy’s mouth. Looking at these pictures made me realize one of the many important duties that a slave has to his or her Master or Mistress and that is to properly service them even when they are in horribly bad moods!
Go to the link to see the pics. I DREAM of being able to please Daddy 24/7.
Just 'off'
((I started this last night, but sleep got the best of me))
Daddy's been out of (normal) touch for 5 days now. It's been the longest 5 days. He's been gone before, but it seemed as if he was in contact more. Perhaps the fact that he'll be gone for weeks this time is in the back of my mind.
Me, I was sick for a few days. I hated to tell him about it. I didn't want to take away from his vacation. But, I knew if I didn't, he'd be more cross with me. I've had to have some tests done, hopefully all will be ok... Tummy issues.
I had a good cry last night. I was missing him so badly. I vented a bit via email. All the while bawling hard. I think it helped. I'd not been able to eat, I was tired, frustrated, still had things that needed to be done for my boys (2 sons). It definitely cleared my head.
I've felt "off" since he's been gone. The longer I know him, the more I feel as if he's definitely a balance in my life. It's a new feeling for me. I was always told to not 'need' anyone, especially a man! hehe. But the need I feel for him doesn't stem from a weakness. It's like it stems from something deeper. He is such a part of me. His voice is in my head. His words of wisdom. He laugh.
I think of him and my body instantly reacts in some way or another. Right now, with him being gone so much, its an ache in my heart. It's like that home-sickness that is felt to the depth of your core when you just dont have that foundation that you need. I am a strong and intelligent woman. But I am also Daddy's babygirl. The day I gave myself to him, that I submitted my entire being t him, I was given permission to need him. He's smart, he knows the responsibility that comes with owning someone. I don't think he took collaring me lightly.
BAH! I'm rambling and whats worse my mind is skipping from one thought to another. Enough for now.
Daddy's been out of (normal) touch for 5 days now. It's been the longest 5 days. He's been gone before, but it seemed as if he was in contact more. Perhaps the fact that he'll be gone for weeks this time is in the back of my mind.
Me, I was sick for a few days. I hated to tell him about it. I didn't want to take away from his vacation. But, I knew if I didn't, he'd be more cross with me. I've had to have some tests done, hopefully all will be ok... Tummy issues.
I had a good cry last night. I was missing him so badly. I vented a bit via email. All the while bawling hard. I think it helped. I'd not been able to eat, I was tired, frustrated, still had things that needed to be done for my boys (2 sons). It definitely cleared my head.
I've felt "off" since he's been gone. The longer I know him, the more I feel as if he's definitely a balance in my life. It's a new feeling for me. I was always told to not 'need' anyone, especially a man! hehe. But the need I feel for him doesn't stem from a weakness. It's like it stems from something deeper. He is such a part of me. His voice is in my head. His words of wisdom. He laugh.
I think of him and my body instantly reacts in some way or another. Right now, with him being gone so much, its an ache in my heart. It's like that home-sickness that is felt to the depth of your core when you just dont have that foundation that you need. I am a strong and intelligent woman. But I am also Daddy's babygirl. The day I gave myself to him, that I submitted my entire being t him, I was given permission to need him. He's smart, he knows the responsibility that comes with owning someone. I don't think he took collaring me lightly.
BAH! I'm rambling and whats worse my mind is skipping from one thought to another. Enough for now.
Today's Kiss For Daddy 6-28
Daddy's seen my eyes. I'd say in the light they are actually a bit lighter than these (they look as if they've been colored anyway). The light affects the lightness of mine, but.. I think Daddy can imagine my eyes looking up at him with more than a pair of lips at my mouth *smiles wide*
I love you so much Daddy. I miss you terribly. I feel as if a piece of me is missing. I am being a strong girl for you, but... please forgive me for needing you so much. It's not because I'm weak, it's because you own me. I feel a bit lost without my One.
I love you so much Daddy. I miss you terribly. I feel as if a piece of me is missing. I am being a strong girl for you, but... please forgive me for needing you so much. It's not because I'm weak, it's because you own me. I feel a bit lost without my One.
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Today's Kiss for Daddy 6-27
As always Daddy, my lips are Your's, as is my every inch of my body. But, you and I both know, I have no choice anymore, do I? I am Your's. I made the choice once to give myself to you. Since then, I've no choice BUT to crave you, to please you, to need you as I need the air in my lungs. I adore you, my One.
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Today's kiss for Daddy 6-26
Here is Daddy's kiss for today.
I love you more than I should, more than I thought I could, and each day I am a better woman for having you in my life.
I love you more than I should, more than I thought I could, and each day I am a better woman for having you in my life.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
A Task From Daddy
Last week Daddy had a task for me. I was to crop my ass 12 times, then straddle his boot and grind my pussy against it until I came. If there were issues doing that I was to, while stradling still, use a vibrator and cum on his boot. After doing that I was to lick it clean and thank him for the task.
First I cropped my ass. I struck it more than he instructed. I tested different ways. The hard on strikes made me almost fall over with cringing pain. Then.. I tried more controlled, not so hard but fast slaps, gradually getting a bit harder. Oh they hurt, but it was more like a climbing pain, one that was like a stamina building.. escalating. The sudden strikes.. they will take getting used to perhaps.. or not used to, but accustomed to. I want to find a way to redistribute the pain. BUT.. i think if I were to be into my Master's space, that subspace, I think I would handle more than I'd realize.
I took the boot from the closet and hugged it as I breathed in the leather. I used an extra pillow, raised the boot a bit. My ass was still stinging a bit. I straddled it, then reached down and parted my lips to place the toe of his boot on the clit. I was pleasantly surprised how it felt. Moving my hips back and forth, mmmm.. it was rubbing my clit so nicely. It was like a teasing rub. I started to remind myself, relax, not a race, slip into Master. Then I thought.. Ohhh the vibe clamps! Ohh those are intense. One side of the clamp does have little teeth, the other side is flat. Then... when they aren't turned up to the max, they do feel good, that hypnotic pain-good. But.. Ohhh and when they are on high vibe.. Ohhhhh my goodness!! (oh aching just thinking of it) I also got the vibrator as well.
I had the clamps on, straddling his boot. I thought to myself, "I need to have my hole over Daddy's boot so I will cum on the toe" So I positioned Daddy's throbbing fuck hole over the toe, pressed the vibe just above my swollen clit, and turned the clamp vibes on high. WOW the intensity!
I pressed the vibe, feeling myself slip into daddy. Feeling him in my mind as I was obeying him. Doing my best to please him. My body was on fire. I took the crop and started to repeatedly spank my right ass cheek.. over and over, quickly. It was during all these sensations that the pain and the pleasure were mixing so incredibly well. I kept whispering aloud "Thank You Daddy.. Thank You" My nipples pinched so tightly hurting but the vibrations tickling them, me on my knees straddling his boot, the vibe by my clit and the crop consistantly on my ass. I felt this pang of wishing Daddy was there, but then the ache of feeling him deep within me. My being his good slut.. needing to be his good slut. My voice whined and whimpered as I kept going. It did cross my mind that if Daddy was there, I would beg him to please crop me as I was, to let the sensations mix. Then.. I would be able to slip deeper into Him.
I knew the orgasm was near, with the vibe my pussy will sometimes actually do these sort of pre-orgasm orgasm-type long contractions and then my clit will feel that uber-sensative pulse. It happened twice within a minute or so, I remember saying "Oh Daddy.. so so close". Then, I felt it, I said the word in my head over and over, hearing Daddy's voice. I didnt realize that I stopped cropping, I didnt stop consciously, but I remember during the orgasm thinking "fuck I stopped" and wished I hadn't. The feel of the orgasm made me stop *pouts*
As my orgasm subsided, my eyes felt that sort of swollen sensation, from the rush of blood I'm guessing. I removed the vibe, took a pic of my face as it showed me still aching, I didnt send it to Daddy though. I took a pic of the nipple as I pulled it a bit. Its amazing how the vibration and the pain balance out. But when the vibe stops, Oooo those little teeth on it are like JAWS. And pulling them off.. Oooooo I thought of what Daddy's told me. That I should have them pulled off while having the orgasm. I thought "If Daddy was here, he'd do that" these clamps cant be pulled tho, it would rip off my nipple! They have to be "opened" to be removed.
As I sat back I thanked Daddy for letting me be his. I'm so fortunate to have him in my life, even the bit that I have, I'm grateful for.
First I cropped my ass. I struck it more than he instructed. I tested different ways. The hard on strikes made me almost fall over with cringing pain. Then.. I tried more controlled, not so hard but fast slaps, gradually getting a bit harder. Oh they hurt, but it was more like a climbing pain, one that was like a stamina building.. escalating. The sudden strikes.. they will take getting used to perhaps.. or not used to, but accustomed to. I want to find a way to redistribute the pain. BUT.. i think if I were to be into my Master's space, that subspace, I think I would handle more than I'd realize.
I took the boot from the closet and hugged it as I breathed in the leather. I used an extra pillow, raised the boot a bit. My ass was still stinging a bit. I straddled it, then reached down and parted my lips to place the toe of his boot on the clit. I was pleasantly surprised how it felt. Moving my hips back and forth, mmmm.. it was rubbing my clit so nicely. It was like a teasing rub. I started to remind myself, relax, not a race, slip into Master. Then I thought.. Ohhh the vibe clamps! Ohh those are intense. One side of the clamp does have little teeth, the other side is flat. Then... when they aren't turned up to the max, they do feel good, that hypnotic pain-good. But.. Ohhh and when they are on high vibe.. Ohhhhh my goodness!! (oh aching just thinking of it) I also got the vibrator as well.
I had the clamps on, straddling his boot. I thought to myself, "I need to have my hole over Daddy's boot so I will cum on the toe" So I positioned Daddy's throbbing fuck hole over the toe, pressed the vibe just above my swollen clit, and turned the clamp vibes on high. WOW the intensity!
I pressed the vibe, feeling myself slip into daddy. Feeling him in my mind as I was obeying him. Doing my best to please him. My body was on fire. I took the crop and started to repeatedly spank my right ass cheek.. over and over, quickly. It was during all these sensations that the pain and the pleasure were mixing so incredibly well. I kept whispering aloud "Thank You Daddy.. Thank You" My nipples pinched so tightly hurting but the vibrations tickling them, me on my knees straddling his boot, the vibe by my clit and the crop consistantly on my ass. I felt this pang of wishing Daddy was there, but then the ache of feeling him deep within me. My being his good slut.. needing to be his good slut. My voice whined and whimpered as I kept going. It did cross my mind that if Daddy was there, I would beg him to please crop me as I was, to let the sensations mix. Then.. I would be able to slip deeper into Him.
I knew the orgasm was near, with the vibe my pussy will sometimes actually do these sort of pre-orgasm orgasm-type long contractions and then my clit will feel that uber-sensative pulse. It happened twice within a minute or so, I remember saying "Oh Daddy.. so so close". Then, I felt it, I said the word in my head over and over, hearing Daddy's voice. I didnt realize that I stopped cropping, I didnt stop consciously, but I remember during the orgasm thinking "fuck I stopped" and wished I hadn't. The feel of the orgasm made me stop *pouts*
As my orgasm subsided, my eyes felt that sort of swollen sensation, from the rush of blood I'm guessing. I removed the vibe, took a pic of my face as it showed me still aching, I didnt send it to Daddy though. I took a pic of the nipple as I pulled it a bit. Its amazing how the vibration and the pain balance out. But when the vibe stops, Oooo those little teeth on it are like JAWS. And pulling them off.. Oooooo I thought of what Daddy's told me. That I should have them pulled off while having the orgasm. I thought "If Daddy was here, he'd do that" these clamps cant be pulled tho, it would rip off my nipple! They have to be "opened" to be removed.
As I sat back I thanked Daddy for letting me be his. I'm so fortunate to have him in my life, even the bit that I have, I'm grateful for.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)













