It was 3 months ago today (the 10th) that Daddy 'officially' collared me. *smiles all wiggly* Not just my avatar, but I think the best real-life long distance collaring that could have been done *smiles wide* He chose a collar online, sent me the money, and I ordered it. I LOVE IT. It has three rings on it (ohhhh the possibilities), its black, and it looks great on me. He had me get on my knees, he shared what giving me the collar meant. (mental note to see if he remember what he said exactly) I was so overwhelmed I remember that it touched me so much. Feeling it go around my neck. Hearing and feeling Daddy's words in my ears. I teared up and cried a bit. I dont know if he heard me, perhaps a bit. hehe.
My gosh its gotten late.
Daddy knew that I didnt need a physical collar to feel collared by him. I gave myself to him. I had one moment in time when I chose of my free will to submit to him. To give myself to him. I am his to teach, to love, to use, to tease, to train, and so much more. From that moment on, I had no choice. I am his. I have no choice BUT to crave him, to need him, to adore and love him. He's honored me with accepting my gift. He shows his love to me on a daily basis. I've always said, its not the bunch of dozen roses that leave a lasting impact , it's the 12 single roses given.
I wish that I were the girl in this pic, that he was the man. Being his submissive, being his..... *sighs deeply ans smiles softly* I can't get over how freeing it feels.
I love you, Daddy. I find myself speechless so often when I think of you.
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